Week 4 of 34 – Not the season for butterflies
It’s gone down and my fingers are the first to notice. Whereas last week I could still put on a T-shirt for work, this week the sleeves have lengthened. While until recently a sheet and thin blanket provided enough warmth in bed, the past few nights I have found myself curling up into a cocoon to preserve body heat. It’s only a few degrees lower but by my standards, the cold has definitely arrived.
The season of butterflies has fluttered by. Powdery wings that contoured the countryside have been folded away to prevent the rains from caking them into slivers of coloured mud pies and proboscises rolled up to stop the cold from turning them into icicles.
And yet ….. ?
And yet I feel those creatures still, even if I cannot see them. The race might be a good seven months away but when my thoughts occasionally turn to that longest climb, I feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach. It’s been years since I had this sensation prior to a sporting event and then never so much in advance. On the one hand it is satisfying, motivating me and actually making me look forward to waking up at 5am for pre-dawn sessions. On the other hand I am slightly perturbed by the prematurity of a nervousness that could easily eat away at my enthusiasm, leaving me emotionally drained on or before race day.
Training hours: 7 / Weight: 71.0kgs / Body fat: 12.4% / Muscle mass: 69.5% / Water: 57.7% / Bone mass: 3.0 / Resting heart rate: 46



